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Being depressed and in a relationship makes me feel guilty. It isn't fair on my boyfriend, he tries so hard to be supportive and understand how I feel, but i can't seem to shake the thought that he deserves to be in a relationship with someone happy...that makes me worse. |
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hi i have had deppression for several years and not admited to the aspectof having it,i have recently come from a 5 year relationship were i have been battered and abused and cheated on by my partner with several of my so called best friends,due to this i have no friends i cant really trust anyone,i have 3 beautiful boys that mean the world too me but it is hard too see or visit them due to my partners behavior,i still love her but know that if i did go back things would not change because she has problems too but will not fix them,this is the 2nd time i have left the relationship,i did recently go and stay with the kids and her and i think i made things worse as i am now getting sms wanting me too come back, i have told her i am not ready and i do not know when i will be ready and for this she calls me everyname under the sun and says she needs a brake she is doing everything and i am neglecting my kids it is horrible,due to the visit one of my sisters as disowned me i have had too move into myother sisters my mother will not help me at all if i go back too her,i have stop working due to thehassle of it all and my head pounds with what decisions too make i have seen the doctor again and received new medication for day i am on PRISTIQ 50MG and for night i am on SEROQUEL 25MG not that i get much sleep and the dreams are horrifying when i do i do feel more clear headed but a unable to focus sometimes i what i want too acheive i want a better life for me and my kids and everyone around me i have dragged alot of people down that are helping me due to my lies and decisions all i am asking from anyone one is just some time to read and respond and let me know if i am making the write or wrong decision its just so hard thankyou for listening |
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Quote: Originally Posted by SarahBeing depressed and in a relationship makes me feel guilty. It isn't fair on my boyfriend, he tries so hard to be supportive and understand how I feel, but i can't seem to shake the thought that he deserves to be in a relationship with someone happy...that makes me worse. hi sarah i know how you feel but im on the other end its not fair to our partners but if they love you they should stand by and learn more about it themselves my misses well x is suffering depression herself but it ook mine for her to relize it and you should not feel guilty because your man loves you like my x did she is still willing and for that you should be impressed with their strength and take all you can from their love and respect i have written my prob under jamie pow if you would like too read it |
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